Ugly Day

I'm having an ugly day I think. Now before you start saying shit like "You shouldn't be so down on yourself" or "A low self-esteem is so unattractive" let me clarify, I don't think I'm ugly. I'm just having one of those days where you feel less than thrilled every time you look in the mirror. I'm feeling green in fact. Must have something to do with the fact that my coat, my sweater, and the shirt underneath my sweater are all green today. I could have sworn this shirt was white when I picked it up this morning. My only excuse, rainy weather makes me colorblind.

I talked to my boss today. It seems like everyone is getting job offers/grad school acceptances except me. It's mildly depressing as well as encouraging at the same time. Hearing all this good news and having none to share of my own doesn't exactly feel awesome. But knowing that all my friends are getting into places makes me confident that I'll be joining their celebrations soon enough. But still...I hate waiting. In fact, waiting is second on the list of things I hate. It's right there under squash. Eew...squash...it's so...squishy...gross. But I digress...

I was going to go pick up WoW, Kingdom Hearts 2 (or Suikoden 5...haven't decided which one), and new mouse from Best Buy after work today but I realized that my first dvds from Netflix are coming in today. Hurrah! If anyone's interested in joining me for some episodes of Firefly or Coupling, let me know. Company is always appreciated.