I'm still alive!

Wow..I haven't posted here in awhile. I guess I've been blogging more on myspace but this place provides more anonimity since...well...not as many people know about it. It makes it easier to be honest on things that most people don't know about (or have stopped checking since I haven't written in awhile).
A lot has happened in the last few months and a also not much. Probably doesn't make sense but then again, I tend to not make that much sense for the most part. I started school again and it's been difficult transitioning from work back to school. I'm not used to having homework or papers to do. I find my eyes glazing over in a lot of my classes as my professors drone on and on about useless things. I think the only way to learn to teach is to actually do it. And sometimes I listen to my classmates and I can pinpoint which ones have never been in a classroom before. It makes me crazy sometimes listening to them. But I hold my tongue...for the most part.
Living with B has been good. We compliment each other perfectly because all the things I hate to do (aka-dishes) he doesn't mind doing and all the things he hates to do (aka-cleaning the bathroom) I don't mind doing so we stick to our respective chores.
I've been thinking a lot about my ex lately. Or as he's been called more recently "he who's name we shall never ever mention ever (especially not in front of mom)." I'm not entirely sure why. He was a dick. An abusive, idiotic, unmotivated dick. But I've been thinking about him lately after how many years of not seeing, talking, or hearing from him. Maybe it's because his birthday is coming up. Or maybe it's just because my mind has been wandering to weird things lately. I'm considering sending him an email. Am I crazy? And more importantly, would he respond? And if he didn't, would I care? All these questions...stupid brain.
Things have been good so far though. I've been keeping busy and it's been great living with someone again. Makes me happy when there's someone to cook for or someone who will cook for me when I get home late from class.
One last question before I go...should I go sky diving? I can't decide...