I talked to A today...it's been literally years since I've spoken to him. It's funny...he's still the same. And when I talk to him, I'm still the same. I think my favorite line was "You're wonderful! (from what I can remember.:))" Ah...it's been a long time A...I'm hardly as wonderful now as I was.
There's some stuff on my mind that I unfortunately can't expand on. I think it's a proven fact that girls pop when they have secrets they can't share. So, there may be some clean up to be done when B moves in. Oh well...at least I don't have to clean it. Hah.
I haven't been sleeping well lately. I've been having nightmares. I dunno what's going on with that. I used to have them a lot in college...specifically sophomore year. But I was all fucked up then so I can understand that. But they're coming back now. Apparently last night I started flipping out and hitting J or something. I don't remember. What I remember is waking up terrified and not knowing where I was. It was all dark, I didn't even recognize J. It was like my mind was somewhere else. The strange thing is, I can't remember what the dream was about. I remember really vague things. Fire in particular. But I don't remember what happened in the dream or what scared me so much. I just remember being scared. Ehh...maybe tonight I'll fare better.
I've started running...yes...me...running. It's the second day in a row that I've done it and almost gone into cardiac arrest. Smoking and running do not go well together. I probably shouldn't smoke while I'm running. Haha...okay, I'm not that retarded. I save the smoking for before and after =P. I run late too...so my neighborhood is more than a little sketchy. Oh well...at least the creepy guys keep me running.
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