The word should...

If you know me at all..you know I despise the word "should". Seems like an odd thing to despise but I do...I don't think a word like that needs to exist really. It's difficult to explain. You do or you don't...there is no should. (Hehe...I keep thinking of that stupid IASAS forensics thing, "do or don't, there is no try" hehe...ah...I'm so random.) But it's more than just do or don't. It's will or won't. Or could or can't. But not should. Should is a useless word. I think I feel that way because choices, feelings (about ourselves and others), circumstances, everything in life is fluid. You may have chosen something now but that choice isn't going to bind you for the rest of your life if you don't want it to. You may be feeling one way now but that doesn't mean in a few months you'll be feeling the same way. Things change, people change. To use the word should denies that change. As though things are set in stone when they're not.

In other news...My parents are back from NK alive and well. I've gotten part of my children's story done. I have the theme from titanic stuck in my head. (I hate you Celine Dion!!!) I'm hungry. And I'm going to stop babbling now...carry on with your work days...